Not sure how to commemorate, (celebrate?) these dates now that they are no longer with us. I respectfully stood at dad's graveside on 14th Feb and she'd a tear and felt fairly useless. As for mum, well we have nowhere yet to formally go and remember and she'd that tear. I won't visit the Nursing home where she lived for her last few years. I went past there yesterday and only feel anger towards the place. It would be more appropriate to go and stand high on the cliffs and let the wind and sea air fill my heart and lungs. I can blame the wind on why my eyes start streaming.
Sunday 8 March 2015
8th March 2015
Tomorrow would have been mum's 79th birthday. A month on from what would have been dad's 79th too.
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